Change of Pace

Instead of making a regular post today I decided to just post a few song lyrics that kind of sum up how I've been feeling lately. These are not directed at anyone in particular. Just how i feel about the situations I've found myself in over the past few months.

Don't By Kelly Clarkson
You look at me,Like you always do.
You don't have a clue.You smile at me,You hug me,But you don't know I want you.
You play with me,You flirt with me,You tell me all your secrets.
I'm always the one you run to, but to you I'm just your friend.
Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust you,
My heart cant take it.
Don't say you want me,
Don't say you miss me,
Don't hurt me.
Don't say you love me.Ooooh ooooh no… no.. nooo.
I try my best to rid these thoughts,Of you and I it's so hard.
When come to me, I fall back on my knees.I learned to hate love.
You kiss me on the cheek,You say you'd never make it without me.
It's getting harder everyday.Please don't say to me,
Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,
Don't say I trust you,
My heart can't take it.
Don't say you want me,
Don't say you miss me,
Don't hurt me.
Don't say you love me.
Don't say you love me.
Don't say you love me.
Don't say you love me.
Don't say you love me.
My heart cant take it.
I love you so much.But you don't see me.
I hate love.Don't say I love you,
Don't say you need me,Don't say I trust you,Unless you mean it.
Don't say you want me,Don't say you need me,Don't hurt me.No…Don't say I love you,Don't say you need me,Don't say I trust you,My heart cant take it.Don't say you want me,Don't say you miss me,Don't hurt me.Don't say you love me.


Someone Else's Star - As preformed by Clay Aiken
Alone again tonightWithout someone to love
The stars are shining bright
So one more wish goes up
Oh, I wish I mayAnd I wish with all my might
For the loveI'm dreaming of
And missing in my life
I guess I must be wishin' on
Someone else's star
It seems like someone else keeps gettin' what I'm wishin' for
Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are?
Oh, I guess I must be wishin'
On someone else's star
Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are?
Oh, I guess I must be wishin'
On someone else's star

Natalie Imbrulia - Torn

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm He came around
And he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Or seem to care What your heart is for
I don't know him anymore
There's nothin' where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothings right I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune tellers right
I should have seen just what was there
and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins
And now, I don't care I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can't touch I'm torn
There's nothin' he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on Nothing's right I'm torn

and finally for my girls

Leaving on a Jet Plane

All my bags are packed,
I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin',
it's early morn
The taxi's waitin',
he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome
I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go'
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say
...Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go
But I'm leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane


Peace And Blessingsb