Time is a funny thing.

Its amazing how just one year can change your perception of certain events in your life. If you're interested you can click back to a year ago and see what I'm talking about , but most of you know. It actually only hit me today that it was a year ago. Who would have thought that what tore me up for so long is actually something I consider, right now, to be one of the best things that ever happened to me.. just imagine where I would be now if things hadn't of changed. It's a scary thought. I'm so much better off than I was before. It truly was one of the best things, that I had no control over, to ever happen to me. And to the person responsible.. Thank You. Yeah. thats right I'm thanking you for causing me all that pain and heartbreak because if you hadn't.. I wouldn't be where I am today. It just goes to show that everything happens for a reason.

I was right when I said I wouldn't ever be back there again. At the time I said it with tears in my eyes.. but now.. You know that smile you said that you loved.. yeah I have that instead. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.

I love you Darcy.

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Well Well Well..

Look who has become a little slack at blogging. Me. I know. I know. But I've been so busy lately that I have barely had time to sleep, let alone sit down and write something insightful. BUt right now I'm genuinely upset and I really just want to vent.

I'm really struggling with one of my courses. I'm trying so hard with French but its just so hard to understand anything. Most, if not all, of you reading this know that I'm hearing impaired. I get through most of my lectures by lip reading. I'm pretty good with it as my grades reflect in all the rest of my courses. However in french I can't lip read. Its a foregin language and it just doesn't make sense. I get bits and pieces but i'm honestly screwed up and my prof is doing nothing to help me. 2/3 of my evalution is listening conprhension or dictee, both of which require heaving listening, most of it done on tape, which I have no prayer in understanding in a class room in english, so for french i'm royally screwed. I don't know what i'm going to do. I'm hovering at like a 50 now solely because of my reading and oral skills (haha I know oral skills) but what happens come exam time when i get a 10% dictee and I have no idea whats going on? this is really upsetting me and I knwo there is shit all I can do about it. I'd drop the course but I need it as a second language requirement for my BA :(

Other than that I should say that the Full Monty has been postponed until Feb 23-25. Everyone should definatly go. There were some casting issues that caused the delay but we've got it all figured out and we're ready to go. goooo see it. doo it. work has been good. keeping busy at the SVB, wanting ot tear my hair out at the Rec Centre. Winter Carnival Started last night so I'll be busy there for the next week or so. Still have two papers to write this week. woop woop.

best get to the books. do it up.

Peace and blessings.