Evan Says
"I wish I could just Pee myself and Call It a day"
What a revelation..
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
100 things about me.
So I was just reading some other blogs.. and I seen this one where some girls listed off 100 random things about herself, I thought what a fun idea! So here goes.. I wonder how long this will take...
1. My Name is Rhonda
2. I'm 19 years old
3. My birthday is Oct. 28th, 1985
4. My 19th Birthday was the best yet
5. despite the 3 day hangover
6. I trust my life with 4 people
7. Ashleigh, Kayla, Murrdogg, Stefan
8. I probably have the worst luck with guys out of all of my friends
9. Its prolly because I trust people too easily
10. My favorite place on eath is London, England
11. Some of the greatest people on earth live there
12. Namely Roxy
13. Pink is my fave color.
14. I've had the same best friend for 15 years
15. I'm eating a chocolate covered strawberry
16. I've been in love with two different people. Despite arguments i may get.
17. Kelly Clarkson is my favorite singer
18. I seen the Independant tour ( Kelly and Clay aiken) March 8th, 2004 in Worcester Mass.
19. I have 18 plaques on my wall
20. Most of them are for public speaking
21. One is for Volunteer of the Year
22. Another for theatre.
23. I love unicorns.
24. Dyke nights make my week.
25. I have an unhealthy obession with MSN that i wish i could kick
26. I drive a red 2003 sunfire
27. I used to drive an 89 sunbird
28. Its name was putt putt
29. My biggest fear is dying alone and not being found
30. I have a very strong faith in God
31. I thank God every night for everything he has given me and everything he has denied me
32. i believe everything happens for a reason
33. I believe in myself
34. I believe in ghosts
35. I believe in Fairy's
36. I am the princess of ghetto booty
37. I really dislike my eyes
38. I'm completely happy with my body right now
39. I weigh less than i ever have in my semi adult life right now
40. I wear contacts
41. I hate wearing glasses
42. I used to have winnie the pooh murals painted on my walls until mid 2004
43. I'm a scorpio
44. I have a scorpio personality
45. Kayla is beating me in our contest by 1
46. I'm a very cheap drunk
47. I own a really cool seatbelt-belt
48. My fave show as a kid was Mr. Dressup
49. I have two tattoos
50. My first i got in honour of all my friends from the UK
51. My second I got to remember my fave thing about high school
52. I have plans to get two more tattoo's
53. I have both my ears pierced twice
54. I have an older sister
55. We don't get a long
56. I don't have a great relationship with my parents either.
57. I've never heard either of my parents even utter the word sex
58. My longest relationship was 3 years
59. Him and I are still great friends
60. My favorite song is "Sundown" By Gordon Lightfoot
61. I love to sing
62. Besides drunken Kareokee I haven't sung in public since prom
63. I graduated in 2003
64. My favorite number is 18
65. I love the smell of peaches
66. I think the safest place is inside someones hug
67. I have a really hard time letting go sometimes
68. I rarely feel special
69. The people who have made me feel special are the ones who let me down the most
70. I'm scared of the idea of marriage
71. I love the idea of a wedding
72. Someday I want to have four children
73. If it wasn't for the fact that i have a hereditary disease I'd think i was adopted
74. I love Itialian food
75. My idea of a perfect date is a walk through the park in the moonlight
76. I've had over 30 suguries.
77. I love taking pictures
78. I love Dora the Explorer
79. I miss my grand mother more than i could ever explain in words
80. My friends were right that summer they told me I had an eating problem
81. The one person i don't think i could forget if i tried is Charlie LaCosta
82. I was the Goulds Winter Carnival Queen in 2001
83. The people who promise they'll never hurt me are usually the ones who hurt me the worst
84. Sometimes I like to think my life is a musical
85. I loved working at a day camp
86. The best advice i've ever gotten was to picture myself as a cup
87. I like to make people feel better about themselves
88. I believe you should make yourself a blessing to someone
89. And that the hardest thing to realize is something other than yourself is real
90. I hold onto silly things for silly reasons sometimes
91. The nicest simple thing I remember someone doing for me is giving me their jacket in the cold
92. I hate when people spend money on me
93. I love the smell of boys
94. I like to make scrapbooks
95. Sometimes I wish I had bigger boobs
96. I love to swim
97. I owe my life to a woman named Tamara Wesberry
98. I've never met her
99. The most influential person in my life is myself
100. I want everyone to leave 10 things about themselves in my comments
1. My Name is Rhonda
2. I'm 19 years old
3. My birthday is Oct. 28th, 1985
4. My 19th Birthday was the best yet
5. despite the 3 day hangover
6. I trust my life with 4 people
7. Ashleigh, Kayla, Murrdogg, Stefan
8. I probably have the worst luck with guys out of all of my friends
9. Its prolly because I trust people too easily
10. My favorite place on eath is London, England
11. Some of the greatest people on earth live there
12. Namely Roxy
13. Pink is my fave color.
14. I've had the same best friend for 15 years
15. I'm eating a chocolate covered strawberry
16. I've been in love with two different people. Despite arguments i may get.
17. Kelly Clarkson is my favorite singer
18. I seen the Independant tour ( Kelly and Clay aiken) March 8th, 2004 in Worcester Mass.
19. I have 18 plaques on my wall
20. Most of them are for public speaking
21. One is for Volunteer of the Year
22. Another for theatre.
23. I love unicorns.
24. Dyke nights make my week.
25. I have an unhealthy obession with MSN that i wish i could kick
26. I drive a red 2003 sunfire
27. I used to drive an 89 sunbird
28. Its name was putt putt
29. My biggest fear is dying alone and not being found
30. I have a very strong faith in God
31. I thank God every night for everything he has given me and everything he has denied me
32. i believe everything happens for a reason
33. I believe in myself
34. I believe in ghosts
35. I believe in Fairy's
36. I am the princess of ghetto booty
37. I really dislike my eyes
38. I'm completely happy with my body right now
39. I weigh less than i ever have in my semi adult life right now
40. I wear contacts
41. I hate wearing glasses
42. I used to have winnie the pooh murals painted on my walls until mid 2004
43. I'm a scorpio
44. I have a scorpio personality
45. Kayla is beating me in our contest by 1
46. I'm a very cheap drunk
47. I own a really cool seatbelt-belt
48. My fave show as a kid was Mr. Dressup
49. I have two tattoos
50. My first i got in honour of all my friends from the UK
51. My second I got to remember my fave thing about high school
52. I have plans to get two more tattoo's
53. I have both my ears pierced twice
54. I have an older sister
55. We don't get a long
56. I don't have a great relationship with my parents either.
57. I've never heard either of my parents even utter the word sex
58. My longest relationship was 3 years
59. Him and I are still great friends
60. My favorite song is "Sundown" By Gordon Lightfoot
61. I love to sing
62. Besides drunken Kareokee I haven't sung in public since prom
63. I graduated in 2003
64. My favorite number is 18
65. I love the smell of peaches
66. I think the safest place is inside someones hug
67. I have a really hard time letting go sometimes
68. I rarely feel special
69. The people who have made me feel special are the ones who let me down the most
70. I'm scared of the idea of marriage
71. I love the idea of a wedding
72. Someday I want to have four children
73. If it wasn't for the fact that i have a hereditary disease I'd think i was adopted
74. I love Itialian food
75. My idea of a perfect date is a walk through the park in the moonlight
76. I've had over 30 suguries.
77. I love taking pictures
78. I love Dora the Explorer
79. I miss my grand mother more than i could ever explain in words
80. My friends were right that summer they told me I had an eating problem
81. The one person i don't think i could forget if i tried is Charlie LaCosta
82. I was the Goulds Winter Carnival Queen in 2001
83. The people who promise they'll never hurt me are usually the ones who hurt me the worst
84. Sometimes I like to think my life is a musical
85. I loved working at a day camp
86. The best advice i've ever gotten was to picture myself as a cup
87. I like to make people feel better about themselves
88. I believe you should make yourself a blessing to someone
89. And that the hardest thing to realize is something other than yourself is real
90. I hold onto silly things for silly reasons sometimes
91. The nicest simple thing I remember someone doing for me is giving me their jacket in the cold
92. I hate when people spend money on me
93. I love the smell of boys
94. I like to make scrapbooks
95. Sometimes I wish I had bigger boobs
96. I love to swim
97. I owe my life to a woman named Tamara Wesberry
98. I've never met her
99. The most influential person in my life is myself
100. I want everyone to leave 10 things about themselves in my comments
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Wow
Last night i experienced the weirdest thing. For once.. I was the odd wheel. I mean ever. Like I have always been involved with someone when my friends were. and anytime i wasn't i had single friends around too. But last night i sat down and realized.. hey I'm alone. and I went outside.. and I was still alone. It was just very weird for me. I guess i just don't have a lot of experience with being single. For the past 4 years i've been associated with someone in some way. Its just different for me to be completely on my own. Not that its a bad thing. its something i have to get used to. Just different. It just kinda hit me hard last night. Ok seriously guys. No more alcohol for me for awhile ok? anyway thats the only update i have right now. I'm off to find something to do tonight..
Peace and Blessings!
Peace and Blessings!
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
"Rhonda are *YOU* Going to the gym?!"
Thought i would start off this entry on a bit of a lighter note (actually maybe i mean heavier.. :P) So yesterday I went to school to go to the GYm with Kayla and Murrdogg. So Kayla and I were waiting for Murr in the library and we ran into heather.. When we got up to leave heather asked where we were going.. Kayla said the gym.. and heather said with much shock and awe "Rhonda... Are YOU going to the gym?!" .. I mean i'm not really THAT out of shape am I? Haha .. Should I be in bed washing myself with a rag on a stick? haha I love you Heather. I'm actually quite happy with my body right now... I mean i bought a two piece swim suit.. a bikini! ME!
WE actually went swimming the other night ( Ash Kayla and I) and you'll never guess what was floating in the *poo*l.. it was pretty crappy.. Yeah thats right.. POOP! Ewwwwwwww .. lets comprehend this for a second people.. feces was expelled from someones body and into the water we were swimming in.. thats like swimming in a toilet!! It was gross. I'm really glad i'm back into swimming though.. I really miss it.
So tonight I started going through all my millions upon millions of pictures tonight.. trying to somewhat organize them and the like. I found some really cute one of when i was a baby.. and some rather unflatterng ones from my early years... Why wasn't I beat up when I was a kid..? God i realize why i was so fat.. I was hoping to hide that face behind my obesity.. do I look like that now? would you guys tell me if i did?
Hmm what else can I talk about.. oooh tomorrow I am going to get Actupuncture done on my back.. Hopefully this will help some because I mean really 6 years later and i'm still have complications.. there has to be something I can do.. ? hmm i guess i'll have to let you know how that one goes..
Anyhoo I really can't think of anything else to talk about without complaining.. lol so its been a slice..
Peace and Blessings..
Rhonda
WE actually went swimming the other night ( Ash Kayla and I) and you'll never guess what was floating in the *poo*l.. it was pretty crappy.. Yeah thats right.. POOP! Ewwwwwwww .. lets comprehend this for a second people.. feces was expelled from someones body and into the water we were swimming in.. thats like swimming in a toilet!! It was gross. I'm really glad i'm back into swimming though.. I really miss it.
So tonight I started going through all my millions upon millions of pictures tonight.. trying to somewhat organize them and the like. I found some really cute one of when i was a baby.. and some rather unflatterng ones from my early years... Why wasn't I beat up when I was a kid..? God i realize why i was so fat.. I was hoping to hide that face behind my obesity.. do I look like that now? would you guys tell me if i did?
Hmm what else can I talk about.. oooh tomorrow I am going to get Actupuncture done on my back.. Hopefully this will help some because I mean really 6 years later and i'm still have complications.. there has to be something I can do.. ? hmm i guess i'll have to let you know how that one goes..
Anyhoo I really can't think of anything else to talk about without complaining.. lol so its been a slice..
Peace and Blessings..
Rhonda
Sunday, March 20, 2005
I can't think of a title..
I don't even remember making that last post.. wow. Never should have gone to Peddlers the other night thats for sure. But you have to face everything sometime I suppose... Can't say I didn't think about him every second I was there though.. especially over by the bar... I wonder if he even remembers that? anyway.. i don't really have a lot to write. Only to admit that I've been in complete denial of my feelings over the past few weeks to everyone.. I'm back at square one. I'll leave you with some song lyrics.
Could it be any harder?
You left me with goodbye and open arms
A cut so deep I don't deserve
You were always invincible in my eyes
the only thing against us now is time
[Chorus:] Could it be any harder to say goodbye and without you,
Could it be any harder to watch you go,
to face what's true
If I only had one more day
I lie down and blind myself with laughter
A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
And now i wish that i could turn back the hours
But i know i just don't have the power
[Chorus]
I'd jump at the chance
We'd drink and we'd dance
And I'd listen close to your every word,
As if its your last, I know its your last,
Cause today, oh, you're gone
[Chorus]
Like sand on my feet
The smell of sweet perfume
You stick to me forever,
baby and I wish you didn't go,
I wish you didn't go
I wish you didn't go away
To touch you again,
With life in your hands
It couldn't be any harder
Could it be any harder?
You left me with goodbye and open arms
A cut so deep I don't deserve
You were always invincible in my eyes
the only thing against us now is time
[Chorus:] Could it be any harder to say goodbye and without you,
Could it be any harder to watch you go,
to face what's true
If I only had one more day
I lie down and blind myself with laughter
A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
And now i wish that i could turn back the hours
But i know i just don't have the power
[Chorus]
I'd jump at the chance
We'd drink and we'd dance
And I'd listen close to your every word,
As if its your last, I know its your last,
Cause today, oh, you're gone
[Chorus]
Like sand on my feet
The smell of sweet perfume
You stick to me forever,
baby and I wish you didn't go,
I wish you didn't go
I wish you didn't go away
To touch you again,
With life in your hands
It couldn't be any harder
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Backsteert boys
cso withou you all i'm gonan be is.. incoelte... I mssi you .. nogthign has cnahgend.. not matetr ho mcuh i dent it.. ...
oeace and vlessng//
rhonda.. she lmosees you
oeace and vlessng//
rhonda.. she lmosees you
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Finally!
Well Ladies and Gentlemen.. I finally applied and got accepted to a faculty *takes a bow* I'm now offically an English Major - Sociology Minor. woohoo! Rhonda made a decision! I went through a rough few weeks.. but in a moment of sheer drunkeness i came to an amazing revelation. Its a lil too personal to post here so anyone who would like to know what my discovery was .. please feel free to ask. I really have the most amazing awesome increible unbelievable friends a girl could ever ask for. Its true that only in the face of sadness is when you truly see who means the most. I can't say i still don't get sad sometimes.. but its bareable and I have some really cool people to hang around with and make me realize that just because i'm not special to one person doesn't mean i'm not special to others. Its time for Rhonda to be a lil selfish now i think.. I don't remember a time i only worried about myself. Even when i was single this summer i still worried about other people. And i really am rethinking the whole lesbian thing hehe Ok I realize all guys aren't out to hurt me.. seems to be just the ones i chose to get involved with lol I know there are nice guys out there.. and i really hope to get to know some of them better while i'm still kinda confused about what i want in my right life right now. At least i have igured out what i don't need in my life.. right? Anyway i know its a short update but i wanna take a nap.. going to Doolys tonight for the big brothers/big sisters fundraiser :) Tootles!
Peace and Blessings!
Peace and Blessings!
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