I can't think of a title..

I don't even remember making that last post.. wow. Never should have gone to Peddlers the other night thats for sure. But you have to face everything sometime I suppose... Can't say I didn't think about him every second I was there though.. especially over by the bar... I wonder if he even remembers that? anyway.. i don't really have a lot to write. Only to admit that I've been in complete denial of my feelings over the past few weeks to everyone.. I'm back at square one. I'll leave you with some song lyrics.

Could it be any harder?
You left me with goodbye and open arms
A cut so deep I don't deserve
You were always invincible in my eyes
the only thing against us now is time
[Chorus:] Could it be any harder to say goodbye and without you,
Could it be any harder to watch you go,
to face what's true
If I only had one more day
I lie down and blind myself with laughter
A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
And now i wish that i could turn back the hours
But i know i just don't have the power
[Chorus]
I'd jump at the chance
We'd drink and we'd dance
And I'd listen close to your every word,
As if its your last, I know its your last,
Cause today, oh, you're gone
[Chorus]
Like sand on my feet
The smell of sweet perfume
You stick to me forever,
baby and I wish you didn't go,
I wish you didn't go
I wish you didn't go away
To touch you again,
With life in your hands
It couldn't be any harder